February

Mar 5, 2015
For the first time in 18 months I am finally starting to feel like myself and am coming out of the depression and anxiety that has been my constant companion for the last year.  



As a result, February has been pretty great.  Even with me getting bronchitis and a sinus infection and Macey and Ruby getting the strep virus.  :)

Like most of the west, we've been having a mild winter.  While we desperately miss our normal snow fall, we are not going to sit inside and pout when there is sunshine to be enjoyed.  

Ruby has been tasting/eating lots of dirt, leaves and grass.  I tell myself it's good for her, right? :)

Elsa is rarely left out when the kids venture over to the park. I hear she likes the swings and slide the best.  


The neighborhood kids are obsessed with playing cops and robbers and ghosts in the graveyard.  There is always lots of shooting, sword fighting, and wrestling going on.  Even though it is a tad violent, I'm just glad they've found a game to play where everyone is welcome and included.  

With my sometimes limited watching of the boys while outside, they've of course been getting into trouble too.  This time Miles decided to smash an entire bag of chocolate hearts all over a neighbor's porch.  Good thing I heard kids yelling at him, so I went out to investigate.  30 min of scrubbing later, he had most of the chocolate removed.  


I love it when I can convince the boys to take a scooter ride around the neighborhood.


Notice how Paul is riding Macey's bike?  She was throwing some sort of fit (a common occurrence) and refused to ride.  So, Paul hopped on while she slowly sulked the rest of the way home.  

Poor Ruby spends lots of time looking out the screen door and window, as she's stuck inside with me while I try to get as much done as I possibly can while the boys are occupied.  


Crew has replaced Macey as my constant talker and is always cracking me up.  
He has even found a better way to converse with me while I'm preparing food.  He pulls the chair over to "order up" and stands on it, so he's in my direct vision while I chop and mix.  It's hilarious and exhausting at the same time.  

He (we) have decided he is done with naps, so every once in awhile he'll stop to cuddle with me and even fall asleep for a few min.  I obviously love it.  

Even though the kid never climbed out of his crib, crazy I know! We made the switch to the bottom bunk and he is in heaven.  


Like all 2 year olds, he loves to make messes for me and pushes his boundaries as much as possible.  


He's also obsessed with taking pictures with my phone and every once in awhile I get a picture that isn't of his forehead or my legs.


Like this:


Like every month, we've made about a million visits to Thanksgiving Point.  



And I just had to document the row of Mini Vans at Farm Country...only in Utah.  



We also took the kids to Gameworks in SLC for the first time, it was a blast.


Miles has been slightly more manageable this month, then a normal February, due to the fact that he's been able to run around outside most days.  

I registered him for kindergarten and kind of freaked out about it.  but, like I was reminded, he still has 6 months of growing to do before he enters public school and I pray there's a lot of growth and self control learned in that time. :)  


He even earned a trip to one of his favorite places, the pet store, to check out the snakes.  

Miles is still the best at watching and playing with Ruby.  

But, Macey has taken a sudden interest in her and I have hope that she will be able to help me chase her around this summer.  


And she loves to match her, so I of course have to oblige.  




Ruby is at such a content age right now, where she's just happy to be left free to crawl around and get into things as she desires.  



Being the youngest of 4 though, she has also learned very quickly how to defend herself.  Be it with a sword, hands, mouth, or feet.  

I have learned that Macey thrives with one on one time.  


She gets to stay up an hour later than the other 3 and this is where I usually enjoy her the most.  This night she was telling me how when she grows up she is going to live next door to me, so I won't miss her too much and then I'll have her babies to cuddle.  Sounds absolutely perfect to me.  

Michelle and I took our girls to see Pinkalicious at the Scera Theater.  It was random and funny, the girls loved it, but I think I laughed the most. 


Another way I cope with the craziness that is my 4 kids, is consistent nights out with Paul.


We had our last BYU basketball home game of the season though, so now we will have to think of something else to do with our babysitter time.  

Paul also surprised me with VIP tickets to one of my favorite bands, Motion City Soundtrack.  


One of the best nights I've had in a long time.  



I loved getting to meet and talk with them, along with hearing a private acoustic set, that we got to enjoy with just the 10 other VIPs.  


Just what I needed to feel more like my old self again.  

So, yay for me learning that it's ok to have bad days and for trying to find the good moments, no matter how small they may seem at the time.  And for learning to listen to Elsa's advice and to just "let it go". 
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angie
I'm sad to learn that you've been struggling with depression for such a long time. I'm also proud of you that you will state it and let it be known. I had a bout of postpartum depression after Gemma was born and it was scary to have to work so, so hard to try to not sink into despair every hour of every day. I'm glad you're pulling out of your depression and feeling more like yourself again. Keep it up! Celebrate every small step.
nancy
So glad to hear that you're feeling better.

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February's novel

Mar 2, 2014
The best thing about this month was the sun started shinning! If the sun was out, so were we.  


I also fell in love, again, with our tiny backyard.  If it isn't raining or snowing Crew is happily playing basketball or just making a mess back there.  I love knowing he can't get into any real trouble and I can actually get things done without having to watch him.


I finally got to go for walks.  The gym and I haven't liked each other very much lately, so it was a nice change.  I was even nice one day and walked to the park with a friend to let the kids play.  No jackets required. 


Crew is still trying to remember how to properly enter and exit the cars, though. It was a long winter. 


Shockingly, my desire to move has greatly lessened. :)  

Holly and I even took a break from our normal Friday Dinosaur Museum outing and took the boys to Farm Country.  Everyone was happy for the change. Plus, Crew greatly increased his vocabulary after our visit.  He now says horse, cow, moo, and neigh. 


Miles has been really good at making sure we do his Talking Time (his speech preschool) homework.  He really has improved so much and said the "k" sound for the first time last week.  His speech teacher was screaming and hugging him and I had to work very hard to hold the tears back.  He is so proud of himself too and has been showing off his new found skill to everyone.  

We took a quick trip to Vegas to meet up with the Bartlett's.  I was dying to meet Maybelle and she lived up to her pictures...cutest and best baby around.  



We enjoyed the sun and the company.  Although, I always question why in the world I want to travel with 3 crazy kids during the trip, but, afterwards, no regrets. :)  






We took the kids to Shark Reef at Mandalay Bay. It's the only predatory based aquarium, so naturally Miles was in heaven. It was the highlight of the trip for everyone. 

 


*Not pictured, we met up with our old college friends Rich and Jeanine.  So fun to catch up after 10 years.  

We finally took the kids to Classic Skating for Maceys school's family night. I loved watching Macey hang out with all her friends, first graders are just too cute.  

Holly and I did Macey's Class Valentine Party.  Planning these parties has been one of my favorite things about this year.  



This kid got a haircut.  They cut off way more than I told them too, but I love it and have no fear about it growing back curly and crazy.


We still think Crew is the cutest kid around, even when he is constantly getting into trouble.  Nothing is safe anymore. 



Crew is also working on becoming Paul's favorite child.  He is the only one that likes hamburgers, he's obsessed with basketball, and video games.  Crew can often be found turning on the espn app on the apple tv and then sitting back and watching a little basketball.  I always know when he's done this because I hear him screaming "ball! ball! ball!".



This month's goal was getting my books out of boxes and finding homes for them all.  Goal accomplished, although I still haven't figured out what to do with them in the boy's room.




We went to our last BYU homegame of the season.  While I will miss the games, I am looking forward to doing something else with my Saturday nights. 

Pregnancy Update:



This time last pregnancy I was on bedrest and had been to the hospital about a dozen times already.  This time everything is looking great, what a difference it makes!

I am still nauseous and throwing up, but am able to accomplish what needs to get done, nothing extra though. :)  

Besides, cleaning bathrooms beats bedrest most days.  


And the crockpot usually ends up in the garage by the end of the day. 

I'm still struggling with the no Dr. Pepper thing.  And the fact that my throat is still bleeding just as much as it was before, hasn't helped.  We will see if I can keep it up.  My throat really won't get a chance to heal until this is all over anyways and some days are just hard.  

Other proof I am feeling slightly better...Michelle and I took our kids out in public.  Usually on our playdates, I lay on the couch while the kids run around crazy.  

There was only one mishap, where Crew ran behind the counter to see what the workers were doing.  Other than that, they were perfect angels.  

Here's hoping for one more snow and then lots of sunshine in March!
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nANA
The pictures of Crew in the car really made me laugh. He has grown so much. Also love him & Paul watching the game. Glad you are not bed rest too! You've got some great little cleaners there. Love the February post.
embo
hahaa, "michelle and i took our kids out in public". wow you must be feeling better! no regrets about the trip either, but yes i gotta say traveling with kids is way nuts and i think we need to do a couples cruise again :)
Mandi
So so glad you aren't on bed rest! I really hope the rest if your pregnancy goes well! We need to get together!

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